FCH

2011-03-02T00:29:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile since i had a new post. Since i got no where put my thoughts so might as well write here since this is a dead blog. Here it goes...
I don't know how long i can last seeing your changes and everything, i have always been faithful you, this i can swear. But now you went on deceiving me and hope that i can trust you when you didnt even make an effort in it. You acted like you are single when you eventually attached. Just keep going to pub, club and how could i any girl had the widest heart to let you go and not even worry?
I surrender!!! i am not going to care anymore..

2010-10-24T09:20:00.003+08:00

I didn't know how much I can't bear to part with you untill today as images starting appearing in mind that I couldn't be the first to feel your emotions and be there for you. My tears are starting their engine again. Anyway does anybody cry too much and become blind? Sometime i just wish time could pause at the moment just now, it's just feel warm in your heart when you knew that you meant alot to your loved ones. School's in one more day... please don't torture me if i'm with a new class. ARGH!

2010-10-18T10:21:00.004+08:00

EHLLO~ i am back to blog!! One more week to go and my holiday is over, nice. Here apologizing to my close friend i didn't hang out with him :(

Ok... what's this horrible look-a-like prata????!!! It's pancake to be exact, my first attempt in cooking a pancake with zero instructions and i've to try my luck. Luckily benjamin didn't say it taste bad :X

This is one of the random morning when he suddenly decides to cook scramble egg for me :)

OK, enough of those nonsense food, here to introduce some nice looking and delicious food :D Last week went to valley point to find this restaurant~~

Benjamin and me went about hunting around for it and finally we reach at 9.45 and enter and they told us the last order was 9.30. We were really disappointed as we were famished but luckily they told us we could still order!!! And we given a private room to dine, the atmosphere's great!!! *ThUmBsUp* Loving the service too~~~
This is the refreshment they gave us while waiting for them to prepare our goodshit food:D A sweet passionfruit-like ice-blended drink.

The drink i ordered. I only the remember the drink has grape name on it. I love the tea set, so kawaiii >.<

Benjamin's drink, not bad either.

For his soup, Onion soup.

Mine, as usual mushroom soup. I was told to chew the truffle on the spoon for 5 sec and then drink the soup but it just taste like any other mushroom soup.

SASHIMI! OMG I LOVE THIS SO MUCH! The middle one issssssss nice i keep chanting sashimi non-stop the whole night after i eat finish. The prawn is superb! Sweet!

My favourite smoked duck, given sauce is some berry thing. Well, not impressed by it cause it taste almost similiar like cold storage one's :P

My dearest get to eat his steak!!! It's medium rare and the stone at the bottom able to cook the steak if he's not conformtable with medium rare. Super hot~

Mine! Unagi with the rice. The unagi is too much, i get sick after awhile but it's nice luh.

Benjamin's dessert. Cute little boy just bite on the chocolate cake with knowing it's hot inside. >.<

My dessert~ macha ice cream, if u realise there's a pink thingy on top of the ice-cream when u eat it, it give u some sizzling feeling.

My baby bear wear the top which i bought for him, isn't it cute?

We also done some shopping.

Bought something from juicy coulture~ Thanks bb:D

He bought himself evisu jeans~ yoyoyo~

Alright, that's all for the photos and the post. Will update again soon.

2010-10-08T08:11:00.003+08:00

Am i the reason that removes your smile? After so much that had happened.. I don't know how or what to do. The only thing I know now is I love you and my heart is crying.

2010-09-13T20:02:00.003+08:00

My examination are finally over. I knew the outcome of the results anyway. SIGH but whatever, i've already made my choices. I quickly cabbed down to bedok reservoir after my paper to find my <3. We went ikea to eat. It's been so long i went there to eat. I love the smoked salmon.

The food we order :D

The next day i went out with xiuting, chermaine, melissa, zihui, priscillia, cassandra. Went to eat out and have a big gathering. ^_^

That's me :)

The group photo we took!

OK i signing off to find xiuting and clique :) tata !

2010-09-07T12:29:00.004+08:00

One hour more to go before i am leaving to take my engineering mathematic paper. Totally have no confident, nothing.I'm now in the middle of my thermodynamic revision then i came to blog again! Hehe, probably just wanted to waste some time. Anyway i do like the share a japanese brand i've been in love with ever since i went japan. Their clothes are super cuteeeee and lots of cute hoodie (my fav) My package arrive today, plan to wear it for my genting trip since it will be cold there ~.<

This is the one that i ordered, isn't it cute? I can't wait to wear it.

Pretty huh????!!! But too bad sg only have hot weather, wear outside ppl call u siao.

I love this dress alot, i tried it on in japan but i didn't buy. Now i have the chance to buy it i didn't cause i hope for better designs to come out >;]

I just want you to be happy.
I love you benjamin, just wana say this over and over again.
You have become part of my life..

2010-09-06T11:42:00.005+08:00

I can't help complaining. Feeling sick of the life that i'm having, all i just wanted was the gentleness and understanding. I felt nothing when i reach home each time as i knew insults etc flying in my face, they never stop to listen and try. I hate hate hate hate CHANGES! This feeling suck cause you knew that it would never change back like it used to be and each time reminiscing over and over again in your mind, it just make you upset even more n more n mor...I know things have gone wrong and it will never be the same again. Sigh sigh sigh.
Piling of lies that suffocates.
Mistake made that are forgiven but not forgotten. Scars leaving behind.
Pretending to be strong, hiding the fears.
Jumping to conclusion, making assumption..
This is it, i guess.

I gotta mug... i hate last minute revision, rushing for time ~

2010-09-02T01:19:00.001+08:00

Met up with brenda yesterday, and we studied together~
The last time we ever do that together was in secondary school.
I miss 4E2 luh !!
Just wake up from my sleep.
Back to my study method, sleep in the afternoon, study at night.
I am not done with my revision for later paper.
5 more chapter to go, i got to buck up~ ciao~

always look so sad =X

2010-08-31T05:38:00.006+08:00

CONGRATULATION TO ME~ i finally start my revision.
It would be a miracle if i can finish them up by thursday morning. Anyway i lost my phone, how stupid can i be when i had a landyard and yet i lose it. I hope i can get a new phone soon, gotta beg my dad real hard.
Guess what? I JUST REALISE TODAY IS TEACHER'S DAY, LOL! Thanks to chia kay le and i am out of my little small world.
I have been online window shopping recently, really gotta intro u guys this webbie, their dress is like damn nice, i swear!
Here's the web, do browse~ http://www.modcloth.com/store

Firstly, a vintage wedding/prom dress and i like the bottom part.

Another kind of dress that i would wear

Isn't that bow cute?

This design look smoking hot and the pocket buttons are so cuteeee, i might consider buying it *evil grins*

Isn't this sweet? Looks like an apron.

Alright i am going back to mug ~ *grunts* , hate this last min revision but i can't help cause that's me! I hope i will make back to yuanchingsecondary for visiting, i realiy miss mr chew chong kiat and mr gomez and those teachers that help me through. ciaos~

2010-08-24T04:46:00.001+08:00

Hello there, well it took awhile for me to decide to post. Well it's 4 plus and yet i can't fall asleep. As usual, many things cramming in my little brain. What's there to ponder about?

1. My studies!!! exam is coming and yet i didn't touch any single of it. I hope i can get through this.

2. My family!! I have not been spending much time with my dearest father.. and being irresponsible.

3. My friends!!! Yes i know i am neglecting some of my close friends. I'm sorry and i hope you guys understand. I did not forget any of you.

4. My dear boyfriend. All this while , many problems keep surfacing and we cried together zillions of time and i hope we can pull through.

Anyway i change my hair colour! Red~~~ Jean grey... almost similar~ Murphy and bf also dyed this colour, F.I.R! hahaha

Suddenly feel like posting the first picture we took together~ so long back then..
My teddy bear is gg to kill me cos he told me b4 he doesn't look HAM is this pic~ hehe

And i really love this picture alotttttttt <3

I am exhausted. Sigh
Happiness doesn't last for long, isn't it?

2010-06-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! FCH is back to blog :) Suddenly got the urge to blog so i just blog! So much changes in my life recently : i got into a relationship, went to taiwan with bffs, get into this freaking school ( ngee ann poly ), went to japan!! And now i am back. It was pretty fun but i didn't shop enough :( sigh. I guess i getting more and more greedy. But at least i felt relieve my best friend still remain the same, SOHYONGDING :D and i believe this friendship will keep going on and i swear i am going to meet him this week!!!!

Anyway the following messages i'm gonna type is to you, benjamin yong :
I really thank you for bringing me to Japan as you had promised.

All the sweet things we had together...

I know recently we had been quarrelling alot over little things, i guess we still don't understand each other well enough. We both are stubborn, get jealous easily and problem remains without doing much about it. I hope things will get better and hope we will still remain back like what we used to be....

All i can say now is i love you :)

and probably miracles do happen in us ... ^^